First day in Uitm

What i can remember, i was arrived home a week from Sabah, after follow the national service activity at Kota belud. And i only have a week to prepare all my stuff to go to UiTM Segamat. I am so tired on that time so my mom prepare everything for me. Plus, my skin burns due to national service activity so i do not want to go out at all. Pity on my mom. 


When the day comes, the day i have to go to Segamat i went here with my parents. I am so surprise. Why? Because this campus is surrounded with 'jungle'. No shopping complex. and spontaneous my mom said, "it seems like no shopping complex here, so my money will save." she laugh and i just keep silents. I asked myself how i will live here in this place. No, i do not like it. 


I have to stay at mutiara's college and i have four roomates. They look nice. All of them from Johor. And i am the only one from Kuala Lumpur. I bring many bags and they do not. I am so ashamed. But hey i never care i love all my stuff that is why i bring all of them here. weeee. 


First day in UiTM really make my life sucks. How come my parents leave me here in this weird place. But until now i already in semester3 and i can survive until now. There is no such thing that, no i cant study in this place. Look now i can and comfortable with this place. 

Preparation for Hari Raya

Hari Raya Aidilfitri is the day that all muslims waiting for after fasting a month in Ramadhan. So do i. For this year, i do not have enough time to buy my baju raya outfit. Due to money that run away like the river stream really make my sick. Haishh. Plus, i am in Segamat not at Kuala Lumpur so i do not have enough chances to go to shopping at my favourite place. For now on, i just get one outfit. Not enough. This year i will celebrate eid at my hometown at Gerik, Perak. and of course my mom will make many variety of cookies for eid. I hope i am home to help her make the cookies. 

My Favourite Guy

Sometimes people like to ask general questions like 'What are the characteristics of your favourite man? "The answer given is often cliche or depends on who your idol on that time. Examples of cliche answers like this. My dream man must believe, handsome and rich. Belief must be called before the characteristics of the others to look islamic and do not see too concerned about the property. LOL! Answer by idols will be like this. I hope my dream man-style sweet-faced Korean-style, high, white, hairy and smooth to dance songs SuJu Sorry, sorry. Obviously your girlfriend are talking about Choi Si-Won of SuJu! HAHA.

yeah sure, today i will describe more or less about my dream guy. If you feel these girl have very unrealistics demand, just chill it. Outright title is my favourite guy. Of course it in my dream and favourite state. I am free to use the power of my imagination without limits. Still based on Islamic Syariah (safe statement). I am not so sure i will get my favourite guy in this world. Nevermind, in a dream, it can be..


1# a guy in suit

I want a good-looking guy with a smoking hot body in a fine, expensive suits! Well I like very much see the men in suits. Seriously feel like the man look smart, feel like going close and whisper at his ears,"Homaigad, you looks so hot and i fall in love with you." But most of the time, a suited guy looks good only if he is tall and has a toned body.

2# a guy who goes jogging

If that guy wake up early to go jogging, from there you can know that he is a principled and disciplined. The guy who went jogging make me respect him close. After all, I really like the guy who care about their health. Oh it is so cute, go to Watsons or Guardian together because he want to find the multivitamin!

3# a guy who does the groceries

These are features that impress me the most! Like seriously, I am so in love with men who do not mind doing women job. I mean how to shop for groceries together. Help cut onions into when he want to give me candle light dinner surprise. Of course you got a yes from me la. In my point of view, most western people have this characteristics, for them men and women is equal to. If in our community we also have the guy with this criteria, but less because we do not like western culture. In our culture we have to respect husband like they are the king. With honor, just follow the husband instruction. If possible, the husband  no need to do anything. That is why going to market, to tesco, cooking in the kitchen, take care of children is all of women job. But women also go to work. It is same. Furthermore, if the husband help the wife more the public will say that "his wife is queen control." haiss. close-minded.

4# a guy who hold his child

Needless to say, a man looks like a true hero to me if he holds the baby on one side and hold his wife's hand on the other side. In my view, the guy will look more gentlemen when he do like this. Which I can identified that the guy is very lovely indeed.

5# a guy who can lead the prayer

i am not going to show that i am the islamic one, but seriously i adore this type of guy. At least he can be the 'imam' when i and my children perform the prayers, and lead the 'yassin' every friday night. Always remind me about do not miss the prayer and perform the prayer at the beginning of the time. Seriously feel like more confident to enter the heaven door. As a muslim do you will feel awkward when your husband cannot lead the prayer? for me the answer is 'YES'. yes i will feel awkward. 

So, all in all this is the 5 criteria that i want from my favourite guy. wee. i hope i will get one. aminnn

Ghost story

I've been haunted all my life. I wish I knew the reasons. I'm going to share my stories and I'm going to start with this one. This happened pretty recently. This is always happened when i am going back to hometown. My grandfather house is surrounded with jungle. When look at it yes you will feel something weird and cannot easily explain what is it. 

Everything inside of it was made from the 70's. The house had this very long hallway and at one end was my bedroom and the other end a door leading to a small part of the house that had a bedroom and a bathroom. (the door was always closed and we never used that part of the house). The whole time I have been here that door has been giving me a bad feeling. Every time I get a bad feeling something always happens to me (known because of past experiences), and that alone scared me.

A nights, I went to go to the bathroom, but when I looked down the hall the door was opened. It was pitch black beyond the door and I slowly saw something inside it. It was like a shadow darker than its surroundings, it was a dark figure just standing there. I was just scared standing as it made weird movements. It was twitching (I could not see it clearly but its movements made it clear it was a man spazzing out).

After 5 seconds he retracted in the darkness, and then a few seconds later I could hear something running down the hallway coming towards me violently (there was nothing there though). I ran back in my room in scared. And the next morning the door was closed.

Why is this happening to me? No one believes me. My parents think I'm crazy because I always complain about these things happening to me, I don't blame them though. This isn't the only thing that happened to me either. 

Ramadhan's chidhood memory

My mom asked me to start fasting when i am in standard 2. What i remember about it was, that time was my first day i fasting in my life. I woke up for Sahur and eat like i was the one who fasting for tomorrow, eat like no food to eat tomorrow. So, it seems like i was the one who the excited one.  Then i go to school like usual. My friend, named hidayah brought two sardine's sandwich. During recess time i went down to the canteen. I sat beside hidayah. nyumm nyumm. Her sandwich looks very good and i felt like it called my named "Elyza, come eat me eat me!" and i said,"No, i am fasting today." (talk to myself). All of sudden Hidayah offered me one of her sandwich. She did not know that i was fasting. Due to hunger that i suffered on that time, with pleasure i accepted her offered. Wow, its so enjoyable. I enjoyed each bite. Then, after school my dad fetch me from school. Arrived home i just acted like i was fasting. My parents does not know about it even until now. heee, okeyhh. keep it as secret . ;)

10 facts about me

1. I am addicted to hijab fashion and all about fashion.
            i love fashion damn much. i might not be an attractive one but i know fashion  
            brings the personality of someone. So i really care about what i wear even when i  
            have to mix and match it. Sometimes i also become a fashion victim but i never 
            care because that is the trying to become perfect.


2. I love to make collection of handbag and shoes
            i have a wardrobe at home which is full with my own shoes. when i go out 
            shopping i must buy something between handbag or shoes. must have one when i 
            go back home. its gives me satisfaction. 


3. I love my boyfriend criteria
            my boyfriend criteria. he is the one that have criteria for my dream guy even not 
            all criteria he have at least he have some. He is the one that who care enough for 
            me. For me he can become a friend, enemy, boyfriend. yes, he is universal. i will 
            become a mad person when i let him go. 


4. I love my gadgets even they are not expensive
            i got a acer laptop (aspire 4741z) and a Nokia X3 as my lovely gadgets. Yes they are 
            not expensive as apple and ipod. Why i love them much because both of them is 
            my parents given. So, i do appreciated them damn much.


5. I love cute and pink stuff
            in my dream, if can, anything that is cute in this creepy world have to be mine. 
            Plus,if them in pink of colour will become my favourite stuff ever. I am a girl so no 
            wonder this things become the one that i adore. For girls who dont like them it 
            might be something wrong with their hormone.


6. I am a chocolate lover
            i am crazy when i look at the chocolate. I never care if my boyfriend did not give 
            me a bouquet of flower. If he give me a bunch of chocolate yes i love him for 
            forever. 


7. I loves to watch football game
            football and me not really synchronize together but once i watch it i will be the 
            excited one. eyh, who cares. One of my favourite team is Manchester United and 
            of course i support Malaysia team more.


8. I love song which have beautiful meaning
            each time i listen to a song its okay if they do not have beautiful melody at least 
            the lyrics give deeply meaning to me. If i listen to them i can easily related them 
            to anyone that i love. Even not all maybe part of them.


9. I am a punctual person even sometimes i am not
           yes, i am a punctual person. I really hate anyone who let me to wait for them. Even 
           sometimes i am not punctual but usually i am there at the time that i promise. So 
           do not let me waiting. I will become crazy.


10. I am a little girl who have big dreams (i want to go to mecca)
          Mecca. A pure place in this creepy world. I as a muslim yes of course i want to be 
          there. Redeem all my fault. I hope so. 

Life motivation

Life's not as hard as you think. You make mistakes which make you stronger. You fight to make it better. You love to make it right. You hurt to feel something. You regret to make it right the second time around. You forgive but never forget because at the time it's exactly what you wanted. Nobody's perfect, we all screw up. But all the little mistakes in life are worth it all in the end. You're a strong person in the end and everybody is beautiful in their own way so never give up, and be yourself. It's worth it in the end. and in addition listen to your heart saying . but the oldie said "ikut hati mati , ikut badan binasa'' . yahh , its true . but for the bad intention only i think. sometimes , the heart saying is true . believe your heart , and your life is not as hard as you think .

Life isn't about who's the most popular or the best looking. It isn't about wearing cute clothes or having a boyfriend. Life is about loving those who love you. It's about smiling in the rain. It's about laughing in the dark and not caring what you look like or wear.But most importantly..it's about accepting the fact that you are who you are and that's never gonna change .

JIM1103F Territory belongs to ?

I have one story. Not a fairy tale, not a jokes nor sad story. But its about a territory. Who's territory? Who lead the territory? And the territory belongs to whom? I can easily compared class to a territory because of only us who stay, who learn, who lead, who care between each others. Only us know what happen in our 'territory'. Without waste your time i want to introduce to all my readers who consist in our territory. Lets scroll down your mouse. 

A : MUHAMMAD AZRI 
I call him ayie. He is a well-known photographer in UiTM Segamat. He always try to cover all event or moment which is happen in our campus. For a photographer only a pictures can tell the story and the meaning of life. Art, perspective, angle, soul have to blend together to produce a valuable and meaningful pictures. What can i describe about him is he is a guy who knows what to speak. No wonder he is join debate's club. Even sometimes he try to overshadow and outstanding from everyone but he try his best in doing anything. For me he is a good competitor. Balance environment is needed in a 'territory'.


B : AFIQ AZME
I know afiq since i am in part 1. Same class until now. My first impressions is he is a guy with full of mysteries. I cant easily understand him like i understand others. A word, weird. But from day to day i recover that he is easy going guy, sporting, and love to make spontaneous jokes actually. He is seems like an educated, nerd and smart guy. What i remember is a first story that he told me and dain before when we were in part 1 was his ghost story at his school. But sorry afiq im not scared at all because the way you represent your story like a normal story. You have to put humor when you are speaking. ^^


C : AHMAD SYAHIR YUSOFF
D : MOHD SYAFIEE
Syahir and piie is a simple guy. They always work together. For me, each of them have their own advantages. What i can see is syahir is really hardworking boy. I can easily said that is because his character really shown when he become our class rap before. Leader! a word that i can give to syahir. While piie, has great voice. He is one of the nasyid's singer in UiTM Segamat. His voice can make everyone calm when hear it. Piie, is our class rap for this semester! 


E : HAKIM
Hakim is the most quiet guy in our class. Maybe he is shy, or maybe that is his attitude. He is passive in the class. And i dont know what i want to share with him. But i know in silents he is a smart guy. So, dont easily judge a book by its cover.

1. Sayang Zuliza
She has a mom character. What can i describe about her in appearance she is a simple girl and not a complicated plus clumsy like me. She looks very caring and loving. That is why i easily concluded that she has a mom character. To Sayang, take a good care of yourself, i know you are sick but i dont know what it is, just know that i care enough about all my friends.


2. Zafera Aswani
She it the tallest among the other girls in our class. She looks like a shy person. Why i said this is because i recover that sometimes when she present in the class she keep looking the  floor. Zafera you have to 'collect' all the confident and put in in your soul. hokeyhh =)


3. Nurfarahin Zuhairi
She is the asisstant of class representative for this semester. She loves to smile. By the way she dress up i can easily identify that she is not a complicated like me. I am sorry farahin i dont know what to describe about you. Im clueless.


4. Fatin Hannah
Love to eat. Maybe in her mind each time wake up from sleep 'Ok, what i want to eat for today'. I am used to know her a little bit because i share the same room with her last semester when final exam. Study with her until late night. Laugh when tension. What i recover about her is she is a caring person. Especially about food. When she want to buy her food she will ask,"Elyza, what you want to eat." She is a nice girl.


5. Nurfarah Syafikha
When see her, we can easily identify that she is an athlete. The way she walk, the way she talk, the way she collected the confident. I identify that her confident level is higher. That is what a student must have. 


6. Noor Afizah
I am not really know her but based on her attitude i recover that she does not love to wear make up. Even basic. Maybe she loves natural look. 


7. Nurfarahin adnan
I am used to called her Dain. I know her since 'Minggu Destini Siswa'. First week i step into UiTM Segamat earth. She is a girl who loves to talk and who loves to make jokes. She is the one that i can called a loyal friend. I know she is not a backstabber. Some might have, but she is not that type of person. She always reminds me about class and assignment.


8. Serena
9. Yuslina
Both of this girls seems quite in our class. two girls with different character. what i discover about Serena she is very quite and shy person. While Yuslina, is the most talkative with the one that she only know. Plus, she is good in gossiping. And i can easily described that she loves pink and k-pop lover really much.

10. Ana Shazreen
I know ana since i am in part1. When she talking i know that she has high confident level. She is a girl that know what to do. What i see in her that she can become a leader.

11. Nurul Herdayani
im used to call her Nurul. Nurul is a girl who have a sense that can make everyone laugh with her unspoken jokes. What i mention here is about her body language. For me she is too funny. Sometimes she do not serious in what she do. She keep playing around. but she is a nice person.


12. Hanis
Hanis is a simple girl. For me she can tolerate with everyone. She is a nice girl with full of manners. I am proud to know her. This is because she know how to manage her time wisely. She can succeed in her future if she keep practice what she got right know. Aminn.


13. nurhafizah
Fizah always go everywhere with fetri. Maybe they from the same college so they close together. What i recover about her is she loves to wear shawl. i batting she got many collection of shawl. Fizah, may i borrow some. heee


14. Azmah
15. Finiey
16. Dayah
azmah, finiey and dayah always together in our class. they from the same college which is named SAB( Sempana Alam Buana). Dayah is the eldest one among them and also the eldest in our class. She is like a sister to us. Finiey is a simple girl and very quite one, she looks very shy. But when i know her, she always have something to share with me. While azmah have high confident level. and i love a person who got the confident level. It might be slightly hard when we dont have confident level. So, you have to learn with Azmah how to got the confident level when you are in front of th public when represent yourself.


17. Zahirah
a girl who i called along in this class seems very polite. im not very close to her and really hard to write about her. But what i see on her she is a girl with full of manners.


18. Fatin Azman
A girl who loves to laugh. Brings joy to our class with her way she laugh. very funny to hear. She always with ana in this semester. study together. hangout together and maybe she share everything with ana. 


19. Fetri
Fetri is a JPK (JAWATANKUASA PERWAKILAN KOLEJ) for this semester. She is a hardworking girl . Why i say this is because she loves to revise back what she learn in class with written back her notes in mind mapping. She is very hardworking so its not impossible she will graduated with excellent. 


20. Haifaa
a quite girl in our class. not really close to her. but she loves to smile and kind-hearted. 


21. Fazlin
22. Amy
23. Haneefa
This three girls fazlin, amy and haneefa seems quite in our class. But i know three of them have their own ability. Fazlin looks very nice girl and always follow others instruction. While amy a k-pop lovers very addicts to hear korean song and haneefa is also a JPK same with fetri this semester.

In conclusion i loves all my classmates. all of them have their own good and bad.